A new beginning to an end

[ImprovedRomeo]

Sol, sorry you're going through this and I understand how hard it is. Someone you thought was forever your soulmate is now gone but from someone further along in the process I can tell you from my own experience that it gets better. In the past there were times I felt I couldn't breathe and my heart will burt out of my chest. I couldn't sleep for weeks, only cat naps. But I survived and while things are not perfect they're a lot better than they used to be. In fact, I remember other's giving me similar advice and I thought 'not me, I'll never get out of this rut' and I still feel that the wise words feel good for a moment but they don't stop the pain. However, for me just hearing them over and over again helps to start believe in them and slowly your brain starts thinking differently.