feelings as OW seems to be on way out

[forward]

Trusting, I understand exactly what you are saying.

But I also think that if X actually did come forward and say anything--which will be more likely w/OW out of the day-to-day picture--it would only open up a lot of pain. Sooo...maybe it wouldn't be closure, but a painful rehash with a lot of Whys.

I'm not sure that I could ever fully get over X's comments to me and about me. I might be able to get over the infidelity, but remarks about not ever really loving me are another story. Even if said in immature MLC tantrum outbursts.