Well I just got lit up from the W. I deserved it. I made some sh*t up about getting the kids stuff, which actually was free since I bought something. One of W's problems with me is I lie about the little stuff, and in the fragile state our M is in it makes it that much worse. She stated to me "you are doing things to make yourself a better man, better father and husband" and you still lie about stupid crap. She is so right its pathetic, why do I do this? I make progress then bam!

She hung up on me, and I am not going to call her back I need to send her an email, which I have drafted and will post before I send it, need feedback please!

As I typed this she sent me this email,


Why do you lie about things.  You say you lie because you are embarrassed....what about this?  This is why I cannot believe you.  I always want to and thats what got me here.  You did it again.  Why do you lie?

Help?