Hit a bit of a black cloud again, feeling down and depressed. I know that it's only temporary and has nothing to do with the sitch or my H, it's just something in my make-up that gets me down every few years or so. Last's a couple of weeks and then I'm ok again. Last time was just before my H left, this time it's not as bad so hopefully won't last as long.
Found out that my DB efforts, GAL and PMA have been undermined by my D who in an effort to help has been telling my H that i'm unhappy without him. Therefore he probably sees all my changes as temporary and that they aren't real. Ugh what can I do about that? Keep on keeping on I suppose.
