How do I save my marriage to husband in MLC?

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I just want to UNDERSTAND WHY. WHY take a young girl with her whole life full of dreams and ambition ahead of her and destroy her just because you can since she loves you so much and put all of her devotion and trust in you?

He beat me until I was so damaged he didn't want me anymore:-(

Now that he is in the midst of a MLC, H seems to be completely soul-less. I use to see some guilt, shame, remorse from H when he would lose control. Now, all I see is hate toward me...for WHAT?! WHY does HE hate ME?!

I don't think he will EVER realize that the abuse was really really bad. He blames me for EVERYTHING wrong in our marriage, in his life, in his relationship with his kids... H has no care or appreciation of what I went through, how difficult it is for me to deal with now, and how HARD my life has become.