I just need guidance now on how to handle him since he's no longer living here, we have a newborn and I want to do some 180s.
I wasn't a saint in the marriage myself. I was clingy, always wanted him here not going out, wanted to know his where abouts and a tad jealous (for what I have no idea). I think those things pushed him away.
He stated in January that we could have some time apart with a divorce and then hook back up, date and then remarry. Once, I started snooping a bit more he said all that was null and void. I guess I should have taken that an ran with it but I wanted to keep prying. I was sooooo hurt.
Now, I don't text, question him, nothing.........
Should I go dark even though we have 3 kids? What should I do? He was my bestfriend and I feel as if I've lost a loved one.
