I know you are right Virginia. I was v hurt by this man. He knew about all that had happened with XH and he made me trust him. That was stupid. I had just got to the point where I was relaxed again (which is probably why it happened) but ever since I've been back at square one.
I think the thing that is probably bothering me the most is that I've actually met his GF before I knew they were an item (although he doesn't know that and she probably won't remember meeting me). She is an incredibly beautiful woman and must be extremely clever as well as she is a consultant opthalmologist. He clearly has no qualms about being with a woman that earns far more than him (although that's not the issue I'm stuggling with).
I think i can safely say the man of my dreams will not be at the party as I've seen the limited guest list and I already know everyone.
I'm biding my time over my reply as I'm hoping he will have the sense not to go and then I won't have to worry.
Deep down I do want to see him again but for all the wrong reasons.
Me 43 XH 45 M 2.7.88 Divorce 7.10.09 Kids D20,S17 & D15
