I do not doubt she has deep feelings for me still, I dont think that is the issue. Her feelings are both love and hate, go figure. She is cold and lifeless this morning, and I have told her to go, if thats what she wants, go. I debated not going up to her room, I do feel she needs to know that I do want our M to work, which I let her know, not overly pushy or begging, just reaffirming what I want.
So I am going to take S with me to meet with a client about building a custom home, I was awarded the contract yesterday, Cha-ching! which I needed a bit of a boost which that definetly was needed.
She cried the whol;e time we talked, I did not, not much of a crier, and again I was calm, and when talks turned nasty I stood firm and told her I wasnt going to go that way with the talk.
