Still trying to find my way

[Mystik]

Have noticed a recurring theme in my dreams... weak legs. This week I dreamt at least twice that I was trying to walk or run and my legs kept collapsing under me to the point that I gave up on walking/running and just started to crawl. In one dream I was crawling army-style because my legs were just so weak. I looked up online what weak legs mean and one site said emotional vulnerability. Another site said "If your legs are painful, weak or injured, you are having difficulty moving forward. You may be feeling unstable or afraid. If your legs do not work at all, you may feel powerless or crippled."

Both meanings are quite accurate. I do feel very vulnerable and powerless, unable to move forward. And now that I'm having more, for lack of a better word, lucid, moments I do wonder if some of it is fear preventing me. I don't know what's out there so I'll cling to what is familiar, even if it is painful.