Things are progressing slowly with the D and I know that it's the best thing to do after all the H is having an ongoing A with my best friend and seems to be happy to take her out in public places that we would have gone to together. That's what I'm finding so tough - it feels so disrespectful to me. It's causing me to be very angry and resentful something i'm working hard not to be.
Still whenever we do meet (every few weeks of so) he completely ignores me. Disrespectful again. He popped in yesterday unannounced I lost my temper and showed him the door, he had previously agreed not to come round unless he contacted me prior to a visit. I probably should suck it up, but the lack of respect is getting to me.
And although I'm happy enough I just feel so sad about the whole sitch. Once the D is over things should be better. The advise here has been to find a new man - that's good advice but I don't feel comfortable doing that until Im actually Dd, although I've been getting some male attention which is good for the ego if nothing else.
