I really need to control this crap getting to me. It's not good. Doesn't show self control or detachment.
Okay, guess it's time to stand back up, knock the dust off, and keep moving forward.
I'm going to try a Nicotine patch tomorrow and go to the gym. I'm sick of feeling out of shape and weak. Went to the store and picked up some healthy food. Appetite isn't at 100%, so I need to force myself to eat better.