After Exposure - Keep It Going

[Quicksilver264]

Well puppy, that boost mobile phone idea was absolutely fantastic.

I've now learned that she has been going all over the area today, and looking for apartments, apparently with her mom.

So it looks like she may have signed a lease, and I am not sure if that younger guy from work is on it or not. But I am very sure that she is moving out sometime in August, first week of September at the latest.

That was like a punch in the gut today, it really was.

I knew our dog dying yesterday would push her to run even faster. Like I said, that dog started the whole thing, and now her death ends it.

Now I have to sit back and watch her 1) move out, 2) be all giddy about "her own place", and 3) possibly have a nice young roommate to bang.

Sometimes the Universe just won't let up on you. Like last night I had to face the cold hard reality my dog was NEVER coming home. Even up until THAT DAY, my brain just kept thinking that everything would be ok. "Oh she will be fine, this just isn't happening". Sort of like how I had hope for my marriage.

Now I have the SAME feeling about my marriage. It's just like I am looking down at my dog at 3:57pm yesterday. I just realized that my wife just isn't coming home anymore. I mean she may BE here for a bit, but the woman I married is gone.

Wow what a 2 days so far. But SOMEHOW, there is just this small small part of me that sees some hope for my marriage. I don't know if it is stupidity, or something else.