The whole separation thing is really setting in. I dropped DD’s off with W, and felt awful, knowing I would see very little if anything of them until Tuesday night. I know that I get to see them a lot more than some people get to see theirs, but it doesn’t change the fact that it sucks.

It will be interesting to see if we go to church tomorrow. I’m still trying to figure that whole thing out. Is she going to show the girls she is a good person, or to ask for forgiveness and god’s acceptance of her affair (which is stupid, I know), or to enjoy the service with me? It is very intriguing.

I hope you are all having a good weekend.


from my fortune cookie,,,,,,"Adversity is the test for strong men"
Me -44
WAW - 43
D14
D8
EA/PA mid May,2010
WAW moved out- 07/01/10
WAW filed 07/01/10