Rule number #1.....Don't believe anything they say.
What is gnawing at you is fear.
Fear that he "just is not into you". (puleeze)
Fear that there is something wrong with you. (doubt it)
Fear of why he is not attracted to you. (so he says)
We could go on and on....
Stop worrying about what YOU THINK he is saying or thinking...(words of advice to myself also)
Don't measure your progress, your growth, your journey based on what he is thinking or saying.....(this was pointed out to me yesterday so I am just passing it along)
Glad you are going to do some digging, that is exactly where the work lies that needs to be done.
Face those fears and conquer them and you will find that you once had walls built up around you. What you will realize is that you did not even know they were there and when they crumble a whole new outlook on life will be openned up to you.
On another note: Mandatory "Little Friday" equipment includes Wine Bottle openner and at least one bottle of "something" in the house at all times. LOL.
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Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.
