SA, You sound like you are doing good. It is nice to find that footing isn't it? It takes a while and a lot of work to get there but once you realize that YOU are free to pursue YOUR dreams again and make YOUR own future.
Keep on making those steps!!!
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Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.