Hey LSG, Sorry to here about your sisuation. I cant offer the best advice, but to anwser if their is hope.. I think their always is hope no matter how little it is.
Just as a child always has hope!!! As I know my S does; even I did when I was a kid seeing my parents D. I told myself I never wanted to be here. However I know I wouldn't be here if I didn't have some hope. As tough as it is for me; try and focus on yourself and the time you do spend with your kids.
