Today was S birthday, he turned 4. We had a really good day together. For some reason I felt like disconnecting for part of the day from her, and she came to me. I just wasn't feeling like I wanted to be with her, and I know it showed. I was just numb. She came to me and layed down with me for a nap, we cuddled pretty well. I woke up before her and started to get up and she asked me to stay for a little while longer. I held her and stayed about 10 more minutes but then got up. Was that wrong?
Tommorrow is W b-day. I have a great night planned that involved a spectacular dinner out, then comedy show after, then a cool bar scene. We'll see what happens - my S is spending the night with a friend. But, I don't want to get my hopes up - but she's been really touchy and loving as of late. NO EXPECTATIONS i keep telling myself....
----"Et tu, Brute?"---- me:28 W:24 S4 T:6 M:4 EA Exposed: 5/21/10 Bomb: 6/20/10 (Father's Day) NC w/ OM: 7/10/10 W moved out 8/21/10 http://bit.ly/aOrZne - My sitch
