CTH,
Originally Posted By: ClingingToHope
...getting this finished is the only way I can move on and for STBXW to stop blaming me for her unhappiness.
True.
Originally Posted By: ClingingToHope
But it will also mean I'm no longer married...
True.
Originally Posted By: ClingingToHope
...and I haven't broken the co-dependency cycle.
Not necessarily true.
Originally Posted By: ClingingToHope
Every day, every single day, I remember at least two or three happy things from our life together.
Good. You're human. You're normal.
Originally Posted By: ClingingToHope
I still believe this can be fixed.
Believe in your heart of hearts or hope in your heart of hearts? Are you "facing the brutal reality of your situation"?
Originally Posted By: ClingingToHope
Perhaps it's harder this week because I have the girls and this reminds me so much of summers past.
Yeah...(sigh)...

Hang on, CTH. Hang in there. Be good to yourself this weekend. Distract yourself and your racing mind.
Peace.


Gardener

"My soul, be satisfied with flowers,
With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them
In the one garden you may call your own."
Cyrano deBergerac