After Exposure - Keep It Going

[Quicksilver264]

Well today her anger it was about the dog.

I was showing some happiness around the dog because I didn't want her last hours at home to be sad and tense.

My wife gets home from work, and I am all happy and WHAAAAAAM. LASHES OUT AT ME LIKE NO OTHER. I mean REALLY comes at me.

She said "F- OFF". I replied "No, only YOU do that".

Then I told her "You should stop running. You have been doing nothing but running. You need to face this, and give that dog HAPPY last moments inside her OWN home".

The she replies "I have been traveling to make money, money so I can... Well you know that I need money". What total selfish BS.

I snuck some other truth darts in here too. I am coming out HARD now. No more BS, and I am calling like I see them.

ALOT of my fear lately has been about my dog dying. I was projecting it onto other aspects of my life. But after being there today, and watching her go to God, I am sad, but feel relieved and somewhat at peace.

But she simply would not even look at me the entire day. Goooooooone.