Yes, I have been playing the victim for to long. I am not saying that I am better by any means. But, I realize that I am the one doing this to me. I have been hurting myself, I have been making myself feel the way I do. I have been making myself out to be the victim. The quotes on here help and get me pumped up but then something like sleep happens and I seem to lose all my strengh. I am a wimp but I don't have to be the victim.