This shiznit it tough dude. Whatever you do re: the D...do it with love man. She may never realize it, she may - who knows.
I have to believe that one day...one day..she will come to realize that man that you would have become. She would come to realize that although you could have been a d*ck that you decided to take the high road. One day my friend, she will look at you and say "thank you". When that day comes is not your concern right now. Your focus should be on YOUR healing. Your focus should be on YOUR kids. Will your mind drift..Yep...will you hurt for a some time..Yep...
"Some time" is NOT Forever!
Now, get on your bike and take a ride. Ride hard, ride long, go live your life dude. Go and find your happiness.
Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans