new information from W : NOW WHAT, pro's please .

[cesco]

well,
(the incident that Steve highlighted above)
W finally let me know that it wasnt something she dwelled on but what the final straw was that made her make this decision.
In the long email she sent it was about feelings for me for the past 10years or after our youngest was born. I can now see through those words that this was definately her way to use against me for the out.
I let my sister and w best friend read the message and they know what fully happened and they have indicated that my w was looking for a way our for sometime and that was a perfect excuse.. I am not dimishing it at all. I take responsibility for it and told her so.

Anywhoo... We are were we are. She is to move out on July 31st.
Its very difficult to see boxes being pilled up in your own home. Pictures taken down etc.. Very tough..

I know that once she moves out I can begin the healing process for me and my children. I know I did what I could.
W told me, she is sorry, she hopes I can forgive her for this and that I deserve better. I deserve a wife who would treat me right, and what I need. Not an imitation wife..

I feel that I have anger towards her and that I just want to tell you how she F'd up my life. I know it will get me nowhere but venting.

question now is, there is a 1 week or so untill she leaves. How in the world do you walk around with happy face on?
Especially becasue w walks around like everything is normal!..