C'mon par. Snap the [censored] out of it! Sorry to be so harsh, but maybe that is what you need. If I was there I'd slap you in the [censored] face! You are better than this. You have a lot going for you. Recognize this and act on it. Don't make me give up on you. You will be better than fine.

I went to find my little blonde hottie tonight, but she wasn't working. Turns out she was sitting at the bar talking to former boyfriends. I hung back with my friends, but u know what? When my friends left, I went up to the bar and she remembered me as the garden man. We chatted a bit and when I left, she gave me multiple big hugs, which I never expected! Gonna try again later. She is HOT and SWEET.

Sorry to say it, bit WAKE THE [censored] UP! Don't make me give up on you. You have a lot of things going for you. Realize it and take advantage. Stop feeling sorry for yourself. You deserve.better!

Goodnight! .