Damn, I am sorry to hear your baby has colic! BUT. My best friend, C's baby girl did and by the 5th-6th month it mellowed out and then things were wonderful. Now I am not saying that it will take that long for your baby girl! I am just saying that a rough beginning doesn't mean it will last a long time! Good thing your baby girl has YOU for her mama...patient, loving, optimistic Gatsby! And on your side, hang in there...it is really hard and you are doing a great job! It is hard work!! Be proud, honestly!
"I'm just not into WH" Hee hee! Gee, wonder how he likes that? Sorry, am chuckling because he is not the only one allowed to waver in his feelings for you!
But as far as you thinking you didnt' have what you thought...at the present time,no. But the present is fleeting and when he gets his head on straight it will come back! It was real!
me,34 exH,34 S,16 months S:3/31/09-left for OW started DBing 10/09 d final: sometime 10/10 current: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2022856&page=1 met in 2004