My anger is preventing me from detaching. I know it. I have been angry so long and I have been getting great support from everyone here. But every time someone asks me about my sitch, it is like reliving the ordeal.
I repeat stuff hoping to find something different but it is always the same. I am looking for something that would make me feel some compassion so I won't be so angry. But I never find it.
You know what prevents me from trying? I feel that my sitch is so unique that these methods may not work. I have tried to find a similar sitch as mine and I can't find one. My sitch would be a challenge to you.
We broke up and got divorced a long time ago. I DBed and go her back. I changed, she never did. She doesn't have a R with me anymore. I just relized that. She has a R with OM. I am free to do what I want. If I choose to hurt myself and not eat, be sad than that is my option. Why would I choose something like that. I want to be happy. So why no choose that? Why have I been putting myself through this and everyone here that hs to listen to it.
