Those are nice words. I do think that I am a caring person. My family was my life and that is why I am having such a hard time GAL. I thought it was always going to be with them as bad as it was. I was not expecting change. I ate a have a hamburger tonight. Maybe tomorrow I'll buy some ice cream and start trying to get some of my weight back. I don't know what to do. This waiting out the hurt is no fun. When you know that you are the cause of making yourself sick why do we do it?