went to the gym from 415 to about 6, got an email that was the W blasting me over this and that, my issues and the fact that is all why she wants a separation. I do not take my crackberry in the gym read it an hour and half after she sent it, and you know what? I am not going to respond, not going to bring it up, i erased it. I got angry reading it, so I thought for "me" its better to erase it and let it go away. She also sent me texts about 3 of them while in the gym and called me 2 times. She knowsw I am at the gym and that I do not answer the phone, she can actually look from the window of her work and see my truck at the gym. In any case her texts were friendly and nice, the alien is creeping me out.
Also in her email she states she thinks its a bad idea for me to go to denver since I quit drinking, who is trying to control who? I did not respond to the email as I said, and I am going to go to Denver whether she likes it or not. My sister lives there and is a bit of a partier, but I have realized(and at some point I will tell the W) i am not an alcoholic. The W stated in her email she thinks that is why Denver is a bad idea that I might relapse. What the f()ck ever, I quit cold turkey 2 weeks ago and I am doing just fine. Even my short lived sponsor at AA doesnt think I have a problem. I am very agitated right now and when the W gets home I am going to leave and just go somewhere else, if I stay it will not be pretty.
