Thanks for those words of encouragement! Rationally, I do know I deserve better. Emotionally, I continue to believe in the man I married. He's not here any longer. I don't know if he's gone for ever...I won't know for a long time. He will NEVER be the same - and I know this.
You are right about dealing with the grief and this site has helped me so much. Thanks again for taking the time to share advice! Never get enough:)
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time
