My day is coming soon as well...I am so sorry my friend however I know you tried your very best to DB your marriage and you are right, some just aren't meant to be busted...However we are better people because of it, don't ever forget that.
(((((Hugs)))))
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~