I gave up...filed for D

[luvless]

Journaling...

I had a bad dream last night about the X. It's probably because he text my D last night telling her he was going to be gone for two weeks. The look on her face made me sad - she said, "dad is going away for two weeks and I don't know why he's texting me I never see him anyway." It really bothered me.

So...I have a dream that the OW tries to take my little girl from me (my daughter is 18 but in the dream she's around 5) and it was weird! I find myself doing fine and then he comes around (texts or what I describe as "bother us") and then I get down.

Well anyway I tried to have a good day and I did but I'm still having one of those days where I feel a little sad.

I'll be ok - can't complain because I've come very far from around March. I just wanted to log some thoughts.

Luv