I should go get the fat suit, she can be a mean little thing at times. So hot and cold, but I feel she will usually journal like she does to go back to when she might see changes in me. Almost like her little demon telling her he is acting nice today, but dont give in. She says she does not trust me right now, she has said in the past when I am on my A-game she wants it to stick but it doesnt. So now she will believe I am doing this just for the "moment". Dont know
