Help--Can't See Past The Pain

[Long_Way_To_Go]

I can imagine seeing the light someday, but right now it's a long way in the distance. I think right now I am grieving for what I've lost. I'm telling myself to take it one day at a time. Some days are good and some are bad. But every morning I wake up hoping this whole thing was just a nightmare.

I've thought of myself as a wife for so long, it is hard for me to think of just myself. Each day I'm making a list of what I've done for myself that day to remind me how important it is to keep focused on that goal.