Thanks for the thoughts pinhead. I really am trying. I dont feel the strength yet and i am a Christian. I have been praying for healing. So far, nothing, I am not getting better. I am getting worse I think. I just feel like I have nothing to live for. So what if i get my masters? Who do I share my success with? I have no family. I am good for noone right now. I am not dating because I know that i would just be a drag. my family has move on and replaced me with out a second thought.
