I ended the last pst short, she walked in as I was typing. I will not be a babysitter, I will enjoy my time with the kids, will be nice to have her out to loosen the tension. She will try and look presentable and I will geive her compliments I am sure. She was upset that she was not included in the trip to Denver, she asked me how long I was thinking about it, told her it was spur of the moment, didnt think she would have any interest in going. I guess its good that she journals at night, sleeps on it and thinks differently in the morning, or that is just her confusion completely creating havoc in her head.
I guess even reading what she put in her journal was a bit depressing, her actions seem to be wanting to see " how things go" I know I am not suppose to read in to too much.
As far as a possible A, I am pretty sure I have firmed up that as of right now, there isnt one. I believe she is focusing on her time with the kids, and her new job, that is what the distraction is for her.
I do try and be agreeable when she mentions what I have done in the past, but dammit its tough, I do have a habit of defending myself, always have
