Hope all is well!!! As far as the affair and OM I don’t know anymore what to believe anymore... In my gut things don't add up especially when I found that Journal/letter that was 90% true.
Maybe it was just her feelings she was writing about, now add the BC pills to the mix. (Would love to think and I hope she started again for another reason, but I think know my W pretty well)? According to her we have been separated for the 6 months from when she dropped the D.
maybe she thinks its ok now to move foward. My W is the type of person that once she makes her mind up she is pretty much set in stone.Although she dropped the D in Feb 09 and we actually started working togeather.
Untill she met OM on business trip days before our Anniversary, then thing picked up 2 months later with them.. Now we got here this year. She has told me in the past if she had doubts she would tell me I don't know..
This whole situation is a mess; I can hope that maybe going back home her family will talk some sense in to her I doubt it though. I just don’t get some of the things she has told me especially during our last argument or the time I found the letter/journal.
It’s like at times she is very sorry, guilty/remorseful, wonders why? I still want her all that crap… Yes I know probably just emotions, but it was the same thing before we separated except to my knowledge she didn’t have contact with OM. Like my IC/MC said stranger things have happened, and no one can take my hope away…
