After Exposure - Keep It Going

[Quicksilver264]

Anyway, I had quite the epiphany reading that post, for better or worse! lol

I have the song "Love the way you lie" by Eminem and Rhianna in my head.

"Just gonna stand there and watch me burn, but that's all right because I like the way it hurts. Just gonna stand there and hear me cry. But that's all right because I love the way you lie.... I love the way you lie".

Isn't that so true with us all here? Sometimes doesn't feel like we are standing there watching them (and us) burn? And don't we tend to like the way we hurt sometimes?

It's like ALL WE HAVE with them is pain, and we are willing to take ANYTHING that they give us, including the pain. We cling onto table scraps of venom, pain, and hurt because it is the ONLY THING WE GET FROM THEM.


And they feed us that so willingly because they want company as they burn. So they throw gasoline of pain on us and embrace us to let the flames consume us as well.

And right now it's a still night in my wind pipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
.......
It's like I'm huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate