I have an appointment to see a L as soon as the semester ends. H wants to keep our original settlement agreement, (he gets the house, I get the furniture, both responsible for our own insurance and bills). I am honestly thinking of just signing over the house to him, and keeping that agreement because I dont want to have to contest everything. Honestly I don't even want the furniture or our bed. It's a reminder of him. You know? answerPlus I know if I contest anything he wrote, it is more $$$ I have to pay and I really don't want to. About 1.5 month ago he started going to get his teeth fixed at my dentists' with my dental insurance (cause he's still on it and not insured. Dentist called me yesterday re: one of his appts. I didn't even answer. It's weird but at the end of all of this, he ended up with everything: his greencard, our house (has his cousin living there too), etc. Maybe this is what he always wanted. I feel like I have nothing. He makes so much $ and never even wanted to have a bank account with me. I just start thinking about everything and it sucks. I do wish him well but it's like it's time to get out of the vaccuum, you know?
We went on vacation together about 2.5 weeks ago to the Caribbean. Spent our wedding anniversary there. On that morning I said, It's our anniversary (wedding) and he goes, Yeah, I guess it is. Later I asked him what he htought about everything and he said he "didn't know." I said I would miss sleeping with him and he said "We'll see." Huh? Okaaay. Anyway, when we got home, about a week later was when I told him that it's better we split. I can't stay like this.
It's a reminder of him. You know? About 1.5 month ago he started going to get his teeth fixed at my dentists' with my dental insurance (cause he's still on it and not insured). Dentist called me yesterday re: one of his appts. I didn't even answer.
