I'm counting on that story about you W asking to have you removed from the store.
I'm feeling tomorrow could be the most difficult day of my life....so far.
How do you prepare for the day your W tries to cover lies with more lies while having an A and still find the courage to drop a bomb on her to support your views; reinforce your integrity; re-establish your self-respect; and protect yourself and your D all in a 15 second script?
Not to mention setting a "deal breaker" boundary that she will reject and compel me to follow through with the consequences of aadditional exposure and 'leading' in your own divorce?
Doesn't look good on paper. Did I mention I have to do it with calm confidence AFTER hearing her lies?
I'm not feeling really good right now. This is breaking my heart but I know I have to do it or we don't stand a chance. We have pretty low odds at best,but I have to find the strength to do what is right and be the hero for my family.
She is so far gone right now (I confirmed the PA dates back to April today-hotel bill in "Mountain Town") compounded by her superfluous "We won't be home. See you at 5:30".
I hate this. Yet the finality and the sense of loss leave me with a calm and and a release that I haven't fully grasped.
She is gone. I am alone with my D. The family is destroyed. And all I can think of of "I could have prevented this if I had only seen the signs earlier." The self-loathing gun is loaded and pointing directly at me.
I know it's not the place I need to be in but the sadness is so final. I am really sensing "the tragedy; the waste; the loss; and the missed opportunities to have changed this long ago" It's a pittance to most on this board but it's not even 7 years together. And I miss them already. What I would give for a "do-over".
