Need a Plan for My Marriage

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I think she was mad that I used a credit card to buy some flowers and a Thank You card for D and S to give to the firefighters at the local firehouse for the tour they gave them. I really wants to be a firefigter, and he wants to thank them for the tour. She did not like that I went shopping with everyone tonight without asking. To her, it is her money, not mine. The recent attornies I spoke with said I can use the credit cards too. I am doing it now.

I am still waiting to hear back on the job. I hope this D will cause me to lose a job I want so bad. What should I do. I have not told the recruiter yet. I am worried I won't be considered. Any suggestions?

I have been sticking up to my STBXW. I do not want this D still, but the M the way it is would never work for me with her having an affair with OM.

I have not seen this angry in a long time. She was home a little earlier tonight. I wonder if her and the OM are having trouble?

I can't wait for tomorrow to be here already. I am still surprised about her coming home with quarters for me to do laundry. I did not care either way. I just would not do it anymore. She is acting odd today.

She also talked to her parents for 2 to 3 hours last night.