After Exposure - Keep It Going

[Quicksilver264]

Well she will be gone the entire last 3 weeks of August.

And by then she will have her apartment least ready to be signed.

And I understand she wants to RUN FROM THE PAIN. I get that.

But she associates ME with the PAIN.

And I am just worried like any addict that she is going to go looking for her "fix" in other guys to ease that pain.

As for me, I am actually OK with putting the house up for sale. In this market, IT AINT GONNA SELL FOR A WHILE!

So we don't see each other for 3 weeks in Aug, she moves into her place, and the house doesn't sell.

Meanwhile I have a SPACIOUS house and NO HER. I can focus on ME, and she will have to struggle with a mortgage and RENT.

I just have to learn how to deal with the fact she will be banging other guys. I just guess I have to let her run as far and fast as she wants, and just watch as she may run off a cliff or down a dark alley.