BTM, if you're truly happy with the status quo, why are you here?
I'm not truly happy with the status quo - but I was moderately happy with the way things were going up until our vacation, where no one particular thing happened - but my WAW simply decided she was done.
Today I am dying inside all over again. Even the day she moved out there was some hope for the future. Now I can just barely breathe.
I am going to see if my family doctor will put me back on Prozac (I was only on it for a short period around the time of her move out). I an also hoping he will give me sleeping pills again. I got very little sleep last night and tonight would be worse, if I don't take a pill. Thankfully I have a few. I have not had to take them in about 6 months. Also, trying to get in to see the counselor I saw months ago as well. I may be an absolute mess, but at least I know it.
I am trying to appear ok in front of my kids. They don't need to know their Dad is destroyed. I just don't know how I am going to get through it again - this time even worse with no hope.
