the nicknames are inspired by BoobiJ! She used to nickname her dates.
So I want to know when I will feel nothing for stbxh? I feel a "caring" right now. Like a tug. What is wrong with me? I do repeat "he left you pregnant for another woman. he is divorcing you. he is too immature with love."
You spent a lot of your life with him, gave yourself to him as his wife, and that's what that tug is. Love isn't a switch taht can be turned off (unfortunately, righT? haha). You will be fine though in time. YOur heart is healing.