Right. Me too. I was being strung along for 5 months. She says she hadn't decided by then, but the EA with the OM got heavier while we were still in counseling. All I got from her in counseling was blame and I just don't have those feelings for you and may never have them again.
Which would always send me into a fit of depression that she also said she couldn't take. It was a ridiculous cycle to go through every 2 weeks.