yes you did, you totally overstepped everything LOL! You know what, it's ok, beat yourself up over it (that's not a typo, I actually did say 'beat yourself up over it', it's good to know you made a mistake and you should be a little angry at yourself for making the mistake that you knew you shouldn't have made, next time do better), it's a setback but you're ok, no worries.
That was totally pursuing, it was totally begging, pleading, showing you're weak, clingy, especially after being so strong and not leaving the home.
Another analogy, you're playing texas hold 'em, you just showed her your cards, she knows your intentions, so you can't bluff anymore and she's won this round and the several others to come after this one since she knows how you play now.
Take a break from this, it's ok, you're allowed, give yourself permission to make mistakes as long as you make it a requirement to get back up after you fall down and keep moving forward.
