Braveheart I thought that was what this forum was all about, to come here and tell whats happening so that others may give you insight to this crazy journey, and also to give others help and insight into their own journeys, however I do understand also that it is better not to keep dwelling on the past, but hey if you dont want to read my threads and listen to my moans and groans you dont have to, I appreciate any input and replies that happen on my thread from yourself and also from others, I also sense that you wish myself and son out of all this mess, so do I but you know life is life so to speak, son and I are bound for Turkey and I just cannot wait, all the best Braveheart xxxx