Like a kick right to the stomach. WAW and I spoke briefly and she clearly stated she is never coming home. For some reason, the vacation made her 100% sure there was no hope. At least she's being honest.
After 5 years (off and on) of dbing, I still refuse to give up. I still want my marriage and family together and will continue to fight until I feel differently or die.
Still no lawyers involved, still no separation or divorce papers. I've heard "I'm done" etc before and we are still not divorced today. I certainly have a much bigger hill to climb than I thought I did a couple weeks ago, but as long as there is a 1% chance, I refuse to give up.
Time for something different. I have no idea what to do next, but quitting isn't it.
