"I am being a happy person. When we talk I am upbeat and excited. I am not longer looking for W to say ILY as affirmation"
Contradicting yourself here.
Point is you've got to know when to stop when it comes to communicating and thinking before acting. Talking too much gets you in trouble time and time again.
Are you still having sex? It's not all that hard to pick-up a box of condoms if you're uncomfortable with her getting pregnant now.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
