Yeah, I'm not not into horoscopes either, but it has been interesting how everything has been tying in to kind of force H to see the light (if he's being introspective enough to see it. Who knows?!) I really hope one way or another, good things are to come this 2nd half of the year for both of us. I think we could both use some positives in our lives.
Things have continued to be interesting with H. I have continued to not text and really be less than responsive. Monday night he was trying to ask me questions about what he should get for his next tattoo (yuck!) Yesterday he texted me about a memory he thought of about us (It was a silly one about how one time we were at a hardware store, and we saw a possum walking thru the store). Then last night, after I mention something about his tattoo today, he suggests we have lunch today. By that point, I had already fallen asleep, so didn't respond last night, and then didn't respond about the lunch question when I saw the text this morning either (so no lunch w/ him today - good!). I'm afraid at some point, I'm going to push away too hard or too long and he'll turn away, but for now, it's weird that it actually seems to be working and he seems to be pursuing me. I guess that if he does turn away tho, I just have to take that for what it is. I don't want an R with an H who has an OW, so if he can't be that H, then I have to let him go (even tho I know that will be hard). =/
I'm trying to figure out a way to remind H that new OW3 is an OW and needs to be out NOW, without letting on that I'm still snooping on him. Snooping obviously doesn't go over well with him (or anybody for that matter), but on the other hand, if he's having an inappropriate R and continues with it, I'm entitled to know! He's just not appearing to get the graviety of the situation - it's either her (& any other OW) or me. Period! Grrr. So annoyed!
Me 27; H 28; S 2 Togeth 9; M 4 Sep 11/14/08 EA OW1 Sep 08 EA OW2 Mar 09 EA OW3 Jun 10
