Grit..thanks for trying to make me feel better. I guess I'm ok today. He is gone for 2 days. I'm a little more relaxed when he's gone cuz then I don't have to look at his guilty face and be sad for what he's doing to me and himself.
It is amazing how much we have changed as a couple. We're basically friends now..and that sucks.
I need to find out more about this replay thing. I'm still reading archives and searching for keywords..and reading about you guys from your threads.
