warrior..I sure wish I knew someone who had been thru this MLC thing so I could talk to them face to face. It's great to have all the support of you guys on the forum and all..but it would be good to be able to sit down with someone who has either been thru it themselves or has been thru it with a spouse. Just to ask questions and more questions..face to face is a bit different than typing things in a forum. I don't think my C is very versed in MLC. But I could be wrong.

I remember going thru a growth spurt when I was about 22. i questioned lots of stuff..and that is when I became interested in God..for my own self. Now I mentioned that I was brought up catholic and went to church LOTS when i was a kid..but it was not of my own accord. At 22, I really searched for info about what I believed. That was a spiritual awakening for me. The things I learned in my search have stayed with me, been adjusted from time to time with new info, and have comforted me for 30 years. I think one of the reasons this MLC thing is happening to me is that God thinks it's time to learn a little more about spirituality. This has brought me even closer yet to God..the praying, the candles, the occasional mass attendence. My BFF and I talk about spirituality alot. This MLC thing has bonded me with with the small support group I have too. In ways that nothing else would have..because of my vulnerability and their compassion, among other things. Although none of them have ever experienced anything like MLC..so they don't really know what to tell me about that..but they support and listen and sometimes that's all I need.

What day is your court hearing for the D? or maybe you don't want to say..you can answer and then edit it out right away like punkin and I did yesterday. I'm paranoid too. Even tho I'm pretty sure he knows I post here and could figure out who I am based on the stuff I've said. Bummer.